I've been better, but I am okay. I am alive and well. I love my job and I'm not shutting people out because of my depression. However, I've been through so much shit in the past year and a half that sometimes its hard to see the bright side. So, for everyone wanting to know what's going on, I'll give you the run-down.
Well, let's see since August of 2016: my grandmas house burned down, found out she had a tumor in her spine on her spinal chord, I moved back down, granny had surgery to remove the tumor, I lost my best friend because she decided to replace me and burn the bridge, granny bought a house and I moved in with her to help her out 2 days before Harvey hit, moms house and storage unit flooded in harvey so just about everything we still had at moms house got ruined as well as all of my furniture, except my bed, and about 1/3 of my book collection including all of my school stuff, then we found out that my dad has a rare genetic form of chronic pancreatitis, had 40% of his pancreas removed in September, then the doctors found a tumor in the part of his pancreas they removed, then he developed a cyst on the incision on his pancreas in march and spots on his liver, put 2 stents in to drain the cyst and found out the spots they could see were 5 tumors, then we found out the tumors are aggressive and malignant but they cant cut them out right now cause theyd have to take over half of his liver amd they don't know if he has more tumors, he was supposed to start chemo the beginning of this month but his insurance wouldn't cover the injections so they have to wait till the beginning of next month for the new insurance that will to kick in. I also found out a few weeks ago, that my best friend that is now 20 weeks pregnant has a brain tumor that has to be removed and grows tumors in her body like normal people grow hair weeks ago I found a gas leak in a pipe outside and the gas has been off since, just had people come out to fix the pipe today, have to wait till Monday for the city to inspect the new system, then have to get the plumbers back out to fill in the trench to cover the new pipe, then gotta call to get the gas meter back out, so I should have hot water again by the end of next week; making it 4 weeks with no hot water. I wasn't able to make my car payment this month because my check was short because I missed a day of work and didn't get paid till the day after my payment was due so it overdrafted my account but I got it figured out, and I got sent home 2 hours early today because labor was high.
So, my life is a shit show and I've been better, but I'm ok. 👌
❤Tippy❤
